Muhasabah

"Allah does not burden any human being with more than he is well able to bear: in his favour shall be whatever good he does, and against him whatever evil he does. (Al Baqarah, 286)

looking back to all that I passed through day by day.. I realize I need to put more faith in Him... for all that He gave has His reasons.. and He knows that we can handle it..
and a writing has pull me back to land when it remind me that everything we have or had are His.. it is His decision whether we still need or not something. I need to be able to be willing to be tested..
"How can you say that you are faithful, when you haven't been tested"
"The affair of the believer is amazing! The whole of his life is beneficial, and that is only in the case of the believer. When good times come to him, he is thankful and it is good for him, and when bad times befall him, he is patient and it is also good for him." [Saheeh Muslim]